look at

how cliched i can be:

now the heart beating in my chest
feels emptier with every breath
as my lungs cave in
knowing i will never see you again

what a melodramatic malady
teenage tears and such ambidextrous apologies
for every bit of false hope you gave
i will take it too the grave
take them to the grave
those final words you said to me
in that ultimate hypocrisy
there is nothing more true than that

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and after that point i go on and on about some other matter and i don't understand my train of thought or remember writing those words.