so yeah.

I Don't Fear You

Don't tell me. Don't tell me.
I don't want to know.
Let me believe my fantasy.
I know that it's all for show.

Who's lies are these
That you hold near?
It is not you
That hold's my fear...

You don't scare me,
No. no. no.
You don't scare me,
No. no. no.

Give me the answer,
Don't tell me those lies,
Now tell me those secrets
I don't want a surprise.

No I don't.

Who do you think you are
Up against, my friend?
No, no, no. I don't pretend;
About things like these.

Here let me put you at ease,
I couldn't care,
What you could say,
You're not what I fear.

You don't scare me.
No, no, no.
You don't scare me.
No, no, no.

You don't scare me,
And what does
You'll never know.

_______

Boredddd. x23420395
But not much I can do.
New Englands tomorrow.
Still hasn't sunk into my brain,
That I'm actually going.
But that's how I am.
Later everyone.


Sarah J <3

...

so i could write half-way decently before.
what a surprise. but no.

your eyes aren't half-alive as they were before
maybe you shouldn't drink anymore

so life's good now...
as far as i can tell
+ everything is going pretty well
...as well as can be expected

and everything i have
isn't too much less
than everything i want
and you couldn't exactly say
that my life is a mess...

math is good
because my teacher hasn't been here
so i listen to music
because the people who sub
are nice

-sarah j<3

stuff

poems from my old blog. [fonts are messed up x389345]

Catch the Trouble
It's too blue,
Trust me,
It's too much for you.
Sudden disappointment,
Downfall of dreams.
Uncontrollably happens,
Falling down
And losing ground.
Easy.
Pick yourself up,
Start down your path,
Once again.
Never mind the trouble
That's all around,
'Cause it's too blue,
Too blue for you.

Now
Fashion disaster
Front-page news
Unsaid words
Hidden clues
Guessing game
Pick and choose
Listen to
Win and lose